My manager is fully aware of how horrible I feel about the situation. He has even talked with his boss about how muh this has been effecting me. They are both happy that I feel guilt and have come under so much stress over it... It shows that I care about my position and will learn from it. Scheduling has been weird for all management the last week and should be smoothing out te rest of this week. So hopefully I will know something soon. If not I'm gonna work myself into a heart attack over the stress. lol I'm constantly meditating and working on my breathing to keep my blood pressure down and keep myself from snapping.
Thy extent of my diciplinary actions have not even finalized. But my assistant manager told me that I WILL NOT lose my job!!!!! Huge sigh of relief! Thank you thank you thank you all for the support and prayers! I will surely sleep well tonight.
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I would be cool with that!